Do you do what you love? Do you really really really feel like you're truly doooooooing what you love? Following your heart? I've asked myself these things this winter. It's really a hard question to answer. I'm a nurse. I love being a nurse. This past Fall, I returned to the nursing world and I do love it, except for the revival of my debilitatingly anxious heart. Doing what we love can have consequences but I still get that mountainous feeling to follow that thing that goes thump in my chest.
My photography journey has been fun. I love the art. I love the learning. I love helping others learn. I love to give. I love the community for the most part, there's good and bad apples but that is in every profession or art. I do not love the business, I do not love the self doubt, I do not love the fear of change. I love change in general, it's exciting and fresh, but not change as associated with my vision for my business. It makes my anxious heart worry.
Things are changing. I'm going in a different direction. I'm going to photograph for me. Watch my journey. If you like it, let's get in touch. If not, that's okay, too.